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Hi.
I've been thinking a lot about many different things.
Lots of thoughts troubling me.
I need answers.
Please, someone help me.
Okay, bye.















Injections make me insane.

I need chickens in farmville! (:
Heehee.
I'm on the verge of a breakdown.
><

Hmm, I suddenly have a heart for cats. O:
Deciding which earpiece I want to buy from Jem's blog.
Hmm..

Just realized that it was my stupidity that cause so many errors to form.






















I'm trying my very best to hate you, to forget you.
But it's not as easy as it seems.

Thanks Christie for the awesome time yesterday ^^
Hey, I think the people there are freaked out by us :P

Seriously, I think I've been brain-washed or something :/
I have major short term memories.
Somehow, I think it has something to do with the amount of time I'm spending on Farmville.
Anyway, we're taking out streaming results tomorrow &I'm awfully worried! D:
Somehow, I think I'm gonna go to a bad class.
Sigh. :/
Screwwwwww.
Oh, there's this awesome Hong Kong drama which I strongly recommend to Hong Kong drama fanatics!
It's 少年四大名捕(The Four).
It's great!
Five thumbs up! (:
Oh yeah, it has been a moody &depressing day for me.
Feeling crappy :/




Seriously, I think it's not worth it to love you anymore..

'Pride is the willingness to see things that we really are'.
A quote of wisdom.
It's been a great day for me. I have more time to think about little things in life that has seldom ran pass my head. ><
For example, I've been thinking of them term 'sexual desire'.
Haha, what a weird thinking.
The term 'homosexuality' has been the main point in my thinking.
In one way or another, I do not think that God or Jesus is right in pin-pointing homosexuals as wrong.
If God was known to be perfect, were homosexuals a mistake?
I don't hate or despise homosexuals.
Because they didn't want to be like that anymore than we want to.
They were borne this way and we can't blame them, can we?
In fact, I don't adore people insulting them. Calling them fags and stuff.
It must really be insulting and hurting for them.
Oh well, I hope homosexuality would be more accepted in the world. ^^

I just realized how stupid I am ._.
I'm practically wasting all my time on Facebook.
Even when I'm hungry or tired, I'll continue being on Facebook.
Now, I'm hungry.
Very hungry.
I started typing at 4.
It's 4.53 already.
I'm such a loser ._.
Really don't know what to write here.
I need some inspirations!
&I wanna go out with Christie soon! (:
Bye ^^

I somehow find this pic of mine very cute, hahaz.


I've come to realize that I have been posting short posts lately.
I shall blog more tomorrow :)

Thank you AmandaWongJia'An for helping me with my blog skin (:
Have been thinking about many things for these past few days.
Lots of doubts to be clarified.
&it's been bothering me.


There's a new type of cow in Farmville! (:
Haha, so awesome.
Bye for now.

Back from chalet (:





Zafrul &Christie are crazy people ;D

My brother is one of the most irresponsible person, ever!
Missing wallet is not my chore.
._.

I swear I'm so gonna beg someone to help me to change my blogskin!
*begbegbeg!*
-cough AMANDA cough!-

Farmville is one of the lamest yet addictive game ever :D
P.S., Dom, you suck at it! :D

Went shopping today.
Haha, lol.
Had fun doing stupid things. :)
Okay, byebye.

-Class chalet tomorrow!-

Bonjour! ;]
Had church yesterday :)
Messaged Dominic (Soh) the whole day :)
Farmville!
I don't care if you pwn me cause you have elephant!
I have horse leh! ;]
:D

我很相爱他, 但是眼睛在说话.
比较容易刺激他,免得感情变得复查.

It's hurting me.
It hurts too much for me to handle.
I don't even have the guts to hate you.
I'm just dead now.
Dead in the heart,
Dead in the mind.
But I don't blame you.
I don't blame anyone.
I only blame myself.
You are just.. perfect.
You are just.. the best.
You are just.. you.

Hola (:

Sms-ed a while lot of great people today (:
Like a few new friends, like YiTian &LeonardTang ;D
They are nice people, hahaz.
C:

Had a crazy day with the usual people today (:
Watched tons of movies &had some relief periods.
Practically dozed off in every lesson while sms-ing my new friends :)
&Clar, Mel &Zaf were teasing me the whole time ._.
Had stomach-swings :D
&Boss poured water on me.
Drenched.
But I got revenge! ^^
Scared myself during Geog when the stupid worm part was on.
Screw that.
Then lunch-ed at Fish &Co. with like many many people.
Played 'Simon says', haha!
Sheena got owned by Satha! :DD
Then heard that CCA was canceled.
Slack at EHub till it's about 4 plus then when back to school to take bags,
&to see the -coughsec4scomedownfromhallcough- then took bus go White Sands slack.
While on the bus,
some random -coughcough!- people embarrassed the hell out of me ._.
LOLZ.
Close shave to a big embarrassment in which they got teased xD
Took bus home &watched tv till dinner :D

Now, it's FarmVille time.
Byebye :D


Ty, new friends (:
Ty, you crazy retards of 2/4!
Please do us proud for swimming carnival!
:D

Aloha.
Church was awesome yesterday :)
Thanks people :D
So now, I have got to make a decision on which Church I wanna go.
I'm thinking of going to both.
Which means I attend both but on different Saturdays.
Hmm, I won't mind :D

'We will sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

What's not to love about You?
Heaven and earth adore You
Kings and kingdoms bow down
Son of God, You are the One
You are the One we're living for

You are the love that frees us
You are the light that leads us
Like a fire burning
Son of God, You are the one
You are the one we're living for'

FarmVille.

A few more days &I don't have to force myself to see you anymore.
It's pretty crazy for me to have made friends with you in the first place.
&all this nonsensical crap is getting on my nerves.
crap you.

Screw everything.
Don't have to bother telling me things, you know?
I won't really care a fuck.
So why bother?
You already know that I'm such an insensitive person.
So whatever you write on your blogs, just don't bother.
I won't even try to make you feel better.
I live my life.
You live yours.
No problem on that, yeah?
Then stop bothering me with nonsensical rubbish that you think is important.
Cause it's not.
Best part?
I'm not even listening.

Melissa &Clarissa are nice people to convo with! :D
See lah, you two made me stop at Episode 727!
My German gay drama! Must watch finish soon!
So awesome! :D
700 plus episodes! :DD
Okay, byebye.









If we were a movie, you'll be the right guy.
&I'll be the best friend, that you'll fall in love with :)

English &Geography was pretty okay today.
I was stuck at Geography Question 1!
Heehee, awesome:D
Lunch-ed with Melissa, Tiffany and Samuel at Ananas Cafe.
The chicken rice was cheap &nice><
Then Tiffany, got lucky today.
Lol:D
Testing Clar for Science now.
She's super retarded, I swear:D
Haha, okay byebye^^

Hello people ;D
Generally, it was pretty boring and crazy for today.
Literature &English was as boring as usual.
Slept during Literature &I tried to pay attention in English.
Decided to waste my time by texting Vivien ,sending picture messages to Veronica,
and sending random notes to Christie about gay porn! ;D
Took a lot of pictures with my new phone &had a great load of fun with it. :)
Zilian-ed with Clarissa in the toilet during English.
She was being spastic &awesome at the same time. ;D
Then recess.
The taiti gang 'appeared' again.
I swear, you people are addicted. ._.
Went down for recess.
Amanda &I forgot to take money to school.
Super funny cause we ate in canteen for lunch! Haha.
Then had Geography.
Qian Ci sat beside me &she kept doing the 'finger-wave'.
Damn retarded. :D
Then had Maths.
Christie &I were debating on my 'tone-deafness'.
Then PC period.
Everybody stress.
See you-know-who.
I really don't understand him.
Why is he even our home tutor?
After explaining to us why he won't book the chalet for us today,
the main gist of not helping us is that he don't trust us.
Does he mean we will create trouble for him?
Really, I don't get him
What kind of teacher is he, if he don't even trust us on this?
Grrrrr. *Rantsrantsrants!*
Ate lunch with Amanda in school. ;D
Decided to go home with Adriana.
When we were on the bus, I searched through my bags &could not find my keys!
Had to go back to school to look for Lester.
Take already, then I took bus with Jolina.
She very cute! ;D
She took my phone then take random pics of me, haha. :D
Home-d.
Dizzy head. ):
Don't know why. ._.
Better not be sick!
Exams around the corner!
Crap.
Gonna mug like crap!
:D





Clar &I!





Taiti Gang!





Blobby &Elmo had sex, &gave birth to smiley!

Feeling so confused now. D:


"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide



You and I, collide.

I'm confused. &I don't know why.

I'm in love with my life.
Doing the CME project which I forgot to do.
And hell,
it's nice going through pages of sex, porn and all to find my infos:D
LOL.
Under-aged sex is just... crazy.
O:
Okay, byebye.
Gonna write my manipulation stuff some other day.
Lazy to type:D
And I'll reply to tags soon.
Sorry, aye!

Firstly, gag him with 1 litre of Chloroform.
This will ensure that he is unconscious.
Then, tie him with to electric chair.
If you don't own an electric chair,
tie him up with live wires that are not insulated.
After that, inject him with Imodium and caffeine.
Place tooth picks to keep his eyes open.
Then, skin him slowly with a fruit peeler.
Patch by patch.
And make sure he bleeds.
Pour salt on his wounds and turn on the socket for the electric chair or wires.
Take a saw and saw his limbs.
Don't saw them off.
Saw till it reaches the bones.
Then take a baseball bat to whack the wounds.
Make sure it's bruised.
Pull out all his hair.
Public and pubic.
Take a pair of pliers and pull out his nails.
one by one.
Pour candle wax on him.
Take a hot iron and pulverize his manhood*.
Then, pour how water on him and his manhood.
Proceed by putting his manhood in a basin of ice water.
After that, grab hold of his manhood and squeeze it, twist it, slap it
and most importantly, pull it. Hard.
Put him in a big pot and boil him for 24 hours.
Place a beehive on his head.
Put scorpions, snakes and spiders on his body.
Take a sword and slash him, Samurai style.
When he cannot take it anymore, shock him back to life.
Continue torturing him anyway you want.
When he is dead, pull out his eyeballs and bake it with cheese and season them*.
Put it back into his eye socket.

*: Info from Clar.




Not appropriate for the light-hearted




It's from a movie.

It's over.
Been there, done there.
Foolstop.
End of this crappy shit attitude.
End of the torturous 5 years.
End of the 'old' Felicia.

Here comes the new me:D
I'm not gonna let guys rule my world.
I'm not gonna let anyone piss me off.
I'm gonna be a happier person.
I'm gonna find tons of eye-candies.
I'm gonna live my life to the fullest.
And you know what?
I don't give a *expletive!* to what he's doing.
In face, letting him rot in hell is far better than expected!

I'm gonna manipulate the *expletive!* out of you.
I'm gonna use chloroform to gag the crap out of you.
I'm gonna inject tons of caffeine into you.
Then, I'm gonna skin you alive.
I'll use a small fruit peeler.
So you feel so *expletive!*-ing pain, you feel like dying.
Then, I'll let you bleed.
Plus, I'll pour salt, lemon juice and acidic stuff on your wounds on an hourly basis.
Then, I'll pull out ALL your hair.
Public & pubic.
Then I'll pull out all your nails.
Slowly, one by one.
Then I'll pour wax onto you.
Drip by drip.
Then I'll take a saw, and saw your legs.
Then I'll take a pen knife,
and disfigure you.
Then, with your body still intact,
I'll burn you alive.
And the best part?
You have to be awake.
And witnessing the moments.


Yes, that's how much I love you.

that's what you'll be, you *expletive!*-er!

P.S., *expletive!* means fuck.
I'm trying to reduce the amount of fucks i say in a day><

My head's spinning.
>~<
Reality really hurts.
It's all past tense now.
I don't want to remember it anymore.

All I did was try to have a nice chat with you.
But you had to crush all my hopes.
No wonder it's said that:
the higher you climb,
the faster you fall.

I don't want to believe all your lies anymore.
Don't you know that it hurts to see you lying through your teeth?
Really, I don't want to get hurt anymore.
Really, I don't want to love you anymore..

Went swimming today, lolz.
Swam quite short distance lah. >:(
Haha, cause I very long never swim already.
Because.. I'm allergic to chlorine. LOL.
Then went Giant there shop.
Without my phone.
Haha, sorry for all the late replies! xD
Went home slack.
So many sms and missed calls.
Sorry people!
And I forgot to buy the snacks and drinks for dear Zafrul!
Crap.
Hope Weswes go buy.
:x
Then tomorrow got mini party for Zaf!
To celebrate the end of fasting!
Then we can eat in class with you already!
:D
And then Lester made his home-ec food today.
LOL.
Quite nice lah.
He also made moon-cakes with my dad, lol.
Haha.
It's nice :D
Then I keep slacking siol!><
Supposed to find some random recipe on either smoothies or yogurt drinks.
See first, aye:D
Okay, byebye.
Short post for now.
And I'm going M-I-A soon.
Like Clar, lol.
Cause I'm gonna mug like shit for EOY.
Byebyebyebyebyebye:D

Had an awesome dinner yesterday:D
I think they were my aunt and uncle?
Not sure :x
Lester and I were kind of forced to go 'sight-seeing' with them.
At like 9 plus.
What's there to see in Singapore? :o
Sabah(Malaysia) better.
So much bigger.
And I found out that they were ultra rich!
Like $$$$
They had just gone on a 1-month holiday in Europe and all!
And they going to another 'Switzerland' holiday tour at the end of the year.
Dang.
Went sight seeing for a while then went to Coffee Bean ^^
Drank a large White-Choco Coffee!
Super nice><
Sms-ed Virgil.
Lawls, teddy bear:D
And Lester was being such an ass.
._.
Basket.
Reached home at about 12.30 am.
Haha.
Watched wrestling till 1am.
Then went to bed:D
Woke up at 8 plus today><
Slacked till 11 with daddy.
Then went for lunch and tuition.
Slacking again!
Woohoo!
Gonna mug later.
I gotta feeling. Woohoo~

I like block-quotes!
I'm going to a restaurant to eat later!
Yay!
And Mummy is somewhere in Malaysia, lolz.
Some family members are coming here.
Idk why:D

HELLO CLAR!
(stop being such an asshole!)
(i don't wanna be a girl anymore><)
walao, force me put on top if 4/9._.
WHICH PART OF STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?
(crazy girl.)

Haha, this is fun!
I like 4/9 people!
Okay, fine.
Except one particular one:D

Okay, byebye!:D

I just can't accept it.

You just pushed me down the steepest slope.
Now here I am,
all bruised and wounded.
But there you are,
with the love of your life.
Not caring the shit about me.
Thanks so much, asshole.
I wonder why I still love you.

What's the point of life, without you?
I hate you, L.
For doing all these things to me.

I just can't forget you.
I miss you so much, I actually hate it.
I just can't stop loving you.
But you're hurting me like hell.
I know I should stop.
I know I can't live like that.
But I just love you too much.
You are killing me.
What have I done to deserve this?
Everyday, I will think of you.
You, you and only you.
I love you so fucking much.

I don't know if what I'm doing is right.
I don't know if I'm deceiving myself.
I don't know how I really feel.
I don't know if all of this is true.

I really need help with blogger.
It's ruining my blog><

Apparently, my parents had a great (Okay. fine. It's fucking crazy!) idea.
They have decided to go Genting (Why the fuck of all places there?!) for I have no idea why^^
She decided to go there like an hour ago.
With my aunts.
But unfortunately (Haha, it's fucking fortunate!><), my cousin (Benjamin), my brother and I demanded to stay at home (My home xD).
And they can't do anything about it.
So, this = not going anywhere!
I love myself :P
And nobody's fucking online!
Can't chat with anybody.
Oh yay!
Christie's online!
Gonna chat with her now.
Byebye.





I'm trying, okay.
It;s not as easy as you think.

Fuck my life.
Fuck it hard.
Fuck it real damn hard.
Fucking crap results.
Fuck.
Really got to buck up.
I can't believe it.
Fuck.
I can't disappoint them anymore.
If I want it, I will do it.
Felicia, you got to buck up!
Fuck.

Dang you, blogger! D:<

I guess that day that you took my breath away,
was the day that I knew I was never gonna
let you go.
I guess I never knew when to stop.
I never knew when to release you.
I never knew when to stop loving you.
I was just a girl, trying to attract and gain your attention.
Only yours.
But you only treated me as a friend.
A companion.
A brother.
It crushed me.
But at least I could talk to you.
Look at you.
Love you.
But in the end, I was left alone - by you.
Aside.
Astray.
Away.
Your ignorance was a knife-by-knife stab into my heart.
It hurt, but I persisted.
Turing back, it may seem like folly to some.
But to me, I'll always love you..

I like talking to Veronica!(:
She's a good person!
People, she's once nice crazy person!
And I like talking to Jach too.
She's awesome, I tell ya!:D

Hey everyone (as if anyone's reading..)!
Holiday has started, and I'm being such a fool for slacking.
Exams are around the corner and I'm gonna achieve my goal.
I won't let teachers or anyone to look down on me.
I'm finishing my homework soon, except English.
And I forgot to send Ms. Lam my homework and I'm lazy to do it now.


Just did something really stupid on Friday.
From being hesitant, I did it.
In school, everyone thought it was a joke I was going to play.
Then I joked it off.
I shrugged it off, as if to say I won't be that stupid to do it.
In the end, I did.
I changed the blade,
closed my eyes,
and started slashing my arm.
At first it felt numb.
The blood was flowing ever-so freely.
The the happiness came.
The endorphins were released into my body.
And I could feel the joy.
The hurt that I was worrying about disappeared completely.
As I thought about him, I laughed at my folly.
I continued cutting.
Then stopped.
I wiped all the blood away.
And carefully flush them down the toilet.
It was this moment when I did something equally stupid.
I forced myself to vomit out my dinner.
In the process, I coughed out blood.
It didn't hurt.
I just felt miserable.
I just felt wrong.
And i thought this way could solve everything.
I was wrong.
Very wrong.
However, I wanted to cut more.
I wanted to numb myself completely.
But I knew this could never help me.
It would only harm me even more.
Then I randomly started calling people to have a chat with me.
Ben woke me up from this nightmare.
He was shocked and he really gave me a good lecture.
I felt useless.
But Reuben asked me to just cry it out.
I cried the shit out of myself.
And really, I felt so much better.
Clar and Trix comforted me.
I'm so touched.
I didn't realize that people would love me for the person that I am.
I'm so sorry.
And I promised.
I won't do it again..

Hi.
Chucky is hot, cute and awesome.
Bye.

Today = stupid day. omfglolz.
What the heck is wrong with the people in our school?
Heck.
Other schools have half-days.
We have a full day of crap.
Plus it was extended to half an hour more before we were released.
Wtf.
Okay, I know that we're noisy.
But we are all teenagers.
We are not soldiers.
We rebel.
And when we rebel, it means that we show our differences.
You don't shoot or kill us just because we rebel, idiot._.

LMM's being such a bitch today, lolz.
Gave us a test which I didn't even knew we were going to have-.-

Teachers' Day concert was alright, i guess.
Except for some glitches o.o
Zaf was being as 'handsome' as always!
And Naz, omg.
I can't believe it!
You said Jemimah right after the song!
Woah, cool!
And Glen was awesome!
Aunty Lucy!:D
HAHA.

Choing-ed back to primary school.
So little people there-.-
Went to eat lunch with Samantha, Charmaine, WenJun, Eunice, WeiRun, Xaiver and Lester.
LOLZ.
Missed you guys so much!

Then heard that Reuben sort of fractured + dislocated his arm.
Stupid careless boy!):
Sort-of laughing when I heard it though:DD

Imahhhhhh, i know you're concern! Heehee:D

Heck.
Everything's all wrong.
I hate this.
Face-book and Blogger is getting on my nerves,
Crap this.
Life's nothing without you.
Trying to give up.
But it's so difficult.
Man, i miss you..


'Cries for you daily, heartbreaks for you daily, loving you daily.
No point anymore...
Love is just a fuck-ed up nice word for pain, torture and death.
Let me fade slowly from your world.
Let me blend in with the air.
Let me give up on you then.
Let me just die, forever...'

Haha, it's okay.
I won't hate you.
It's life.
And I'm okay with it:)




What emotion have you been feeling the most lately?
Sad, angry, confused.

Would you ever pose naked for a magazine centerfold?
Depends on how much $$ they give me lah.

Who's the cutest couple you know?
Nazri and Jemimah:)

Who drove the car you were last in?
Bus driver lol.

Can you play the guitar?
Yeah.

Would you call yourself 'Patriotic'?
Nope.

How's your life been recently?
Fuck-ed up shitty.

Have you been drunk in the last week?
Heh, no.

What's your relationship status?
Single.

What's your favorite movie?
Uhm, alot leh.

When was the last time you kissed someone?
-no comment-

Is there someone you wish to call your boyfriend/girlfriend right now?
huh.

Garlic knots or garlic bread?
Garlic bread:)

What job could you never see yourself doing?
Psychologist, Plastic Surgeon, Pathologist.

How many times have your changed your clothes today?
Thrice.

Can you read sheet music?
Obviously.

Cream, Jelly or Plain Donuts?
Plain donuts.

Name 5 things you need to do this week?
1. Study.
2. Sleep for more than 5 hours per day.
3. Reduce sms!
4. Practice piano.
5. But flowers for teachers!

In 20 days time, what month will it be?
September.

Would you get your lip pierced?
Maybe..

Are you the type that's always falling over?
Nope.

Do you kiss when you're single?
No.

What are you currently excited for?
Nothing, really.

On my next birthday I will be:
15.

The last time I rode in a car:
Just now.

The last time I went to bed:
4am last night.

Tomorrow I plan to:
Play soccer for Physical Ed., pass Maths test, slack through cca!:)

The last movie I watched:
Uhm, can't remember.

If someone was stalking me:
Coolio!

When someone smiles at me I:
smile back.

The last time I went on vacation:
Last month.

When I'm around someone I like:
My hearts goes thumping, i'm extremely quiet and I'm just plain shy.

The last time I was at the doctor:
Last month.

I am currently:
Using fb, blogging and blog-hopping!:)

The last thing I ate:
Bun.

If you were stuck in a room with your ex for 24 hours, what would you do?
Have a chat?

Ever met someone who took your breath away just by saying hey?
Haha, yeah:)

Ever been in love?
One-sided..

Where is the person you like right now?
At home sleeping or doin homework, or in school for training.

When you have a crush on someone do you keep it a secret?
Haha depends.

Are you mostly faithful in your relationships?
Uhm..

What's your favorite thing in your fridge right now?
Uhm, egg? :o

How was first grade for you?
Lame.

Do you know anyone who got married at an early age, and actually succeeded?
Nope.

What is the last thing that pleasantly surprised you?
Can't remember.

Do you have a feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night?
Nope.

Can you ice skate?
Yeap.

How often do you have breakdowns?
Sometimes.

Are you freakishly obsessed with Rob Pattinson?
Nope.

What time did you wake up today?
5plus.

What is one movie you will never get sick of?
Harry Potter.

What bug creeps you out the most?
Maggots.

Do you get annoyed when people call you 'babe/baby'?
Haha not really.

Five Things You Are Addicted To
1. Face-book!
2. Handphone!
3. Sms-es!
4. Conferences!
5. Haha, him:)

Five Things That You Find Extremely Disgusting
1. Maggots.
2. Lies.
3. Tears.
4. -
5. -

Five Things That Would Make Your Perfect Day
1. Him to sms me:)
2. To see Him:)
3. To talk to Him:)
4. To go out with Him:)
5. Him:)

Five Things That Always Cheer You Up
1. Him:)
2. Face-book(when it's not a bitch)
3. Blogger(when it's not a bitch)
4. Money $$
5. Sms-es!

Sorry.
I'm such a disappointment.
To me, it's my life.
But i didn't expect jealously to be thrown in this pile of shit.
Insensitive.
Learned so much about how people thought about me about my attitude within the past few days.
Didn't expect those kind of responses.
In my heart, I've always thought that I'm just a nobody that was meant to cheer people up.
I didn't expect myself to know so many people and all.
It just happened.
Today, i saw so many different reactions to one action I did.
I'm sorry if I made you guys felt left out or anything.
Now, I'm just confused.
I won't type it out here, because I'm sure that questions would be raised.
I'm just so apologetic to my actions and words.
I know I've hurt so many people with my resilience and stubbornness.
Sorry..




Love.
It's hurt.
It's torture.
It's death.
It's life.
It's my life.
After years (soon-to-be-5-years), I think I should just give up.
It's killing me.
It's wasting my time.
It's taking away my soul, heart and mind.
It's seeping through the cracks of my mind, injecting a strong poison,
sucking away my life.
It's real hard for me to cope with this.
Hoping to be loved back.
Hoping to be seen, heard, known and understood.
Such simple requests, but so difficult to achieve.
Failing to meet this requests are like failing to meet the gist of life.
I just want someone I love to love me back.
Why is it so hard?

Thanks, my dearest Melissa and Zafrul for wiping away my tears :)
Thanks, but I can't take it anymore.
Anytime now and I'll kill myself.


The truth is always in my heart.
The truth that I will always love you no matter what.

Blogger's being such a bitch.
IE too.
What's with life this days?
Go fuck a cow or something.
Stop interfering with mine.
i'm missing you:(
fuck life.
such a bloody fucked up shit that doesn't want to end.
-rants-

thank you people so much.
thanks for being there for me when i need you.
i know i'm a bitch at times.
insensitive to some people, and unforgiving.
i know i'm a harsh and straightforward idiot.
but thanks so much for not giving up on me.
thanks for giving me a shoulder of support,
for me to cry on when i'm sad.
thanks for not despising me, and always listening to me.
i know i'm a taker, never a giver.
i know so many things about you guys,
deep, dark secrets.
but i guess i'm just too reluctant to tell you mine.
sometimes i wish to say.
but that is what scares me.
i'm afraid of you guys looking down on me,
and finding me disgusting.
secrets that you think you know are not real, or not the full story.
but, thank you anyway..

blogger hates me._.
so many things happened today.
reached school early.
waited outside for Amanda and Laiman.
saw Cindy:D . then waited for Kimberly outside school while smsing Reuben.
Trixie laopo and Jemimah baby reached 5 mins later.
Kimberly still haven't come.
Singh chased us in.
then Cindy and i waited for Kimberly.
my theory was that she crawled to school.
after a long wait, she arrived with Anisah.
then walked to parade square.
then wanted to go toilet with Clar to slack.
we walked halfway then decided to go back, haha.
Ong talked damn alot today.
almost slept.
then had model pupil award.
that Leung said he next time want to nominate me be model pupil.
wtf.
he purposely one lah._.
if i go become model pupil, everybody sure object one-.-
he took away reading period:D
then got art.
first period ms Chua haven't come.
everybody slacked.
then later she come alr tell us she late cause of photo-taking.
her new hair-style very cute(:
she say look like kuku._.
then after that was science.
went science lab do some experiment.
me and laopo kept slacking.
sneaked out of class and went to toilet.
got unglam pics of laopo:D
then recess.
recess today quite boring.
then got geog.
got back results!
got A1!
gonna treat Reuben to drinks, haha.
then got chinese.
I in the morning saw leemm wear some funny looking shirt lor.
but then she chinese lesson never come.
I went out of class and cried on Lionel's shoulders.
Then Mel took his place and comforted me.
I miss him so much.. :(
Sigh.
Then english.
Ms Lam had to go somewhere.
then this bloody teacher relief one period.
she sent Clar out.
i almost screamed at her.
then got another teacher.
she so animated, haha.
then class ended.
went to Wesley's house to see his dog.
I kept screaming at the dog and I almost cried.
the dog so scary:(
then went ehub fish & co. eat lunch.
lunched with trixie, clarclar, jem, elly, sheena and amanda.
then lionel, samuel, satha and jonyi nuer joined us:D
ate and then went ntuc buy sushi cause sam wanted to eat them-.-
then walked back to school bus stop.
on the way there, lio asked me go smoke.
tempted.
but amanda and jonyi stopped me.
then waited for bus with sam and satha.
bused home with sam.
ws that stop, lester boarded bus.
he damn funny leh:)
he dozed off and leaned on the passenger beside him which is an indian man like damn many times.
me and sam kept laughing.
we took photos, haha.
lazy to post them now:D

today quite a long post.
hmm, byebye.
i miss you so much:(
sorry clar.

IE sucks.
so long never post le(:
i lazy to reply to tags and smses.
sms exploded.
fuck.
short post.
lazy type:D

Yesterday got retarded conference.
With Clar, Weiliang, Virgil and Benbok.
Then today with Clar, Trixie laopo, Weiliang, Virgil and now waiting for Benbok answer phone.
Benbok never answer the bloody phone even when Trixie called him lo.
He finally answered the bloody phone then Virgil go bathe, lol.
Weiliang bastard lo. Keep 'hi-ing' Trixie lor.
Trixie so paiseh, lol(:
Omg, 4/9 people are so lol. hahaha.
And fuck IE._.
make my blog seem so fucking messy.
Weiliang, stop flirting lah.
Cannot see Benbok angry meh?

TOOK OUT BRACES ALR!^^
Haha, those STILL wear braces sure angry:D

gave my mum my phone.
won't reply any smses till tuesday.
sorrypeople.
think i'm very stressed now.
haven't gotten my period (which is a fucking bad sign).
mum asked if i was pregnant wtf.
doing english summary.
idonotlikemslamanymore,givesomanyhomeworkonewtf.
went malaysia yesterday.
cut hair.
now have bangsD:
omg,ilooksoweird.
fag it.
but the hair stylists there all guys, plus all super hot and young! ^^
somemore help me wash hair, massage, cut hair and chat with me.
feel good:D
i bought nothing, lol.
nothing to buy:D
got 2 vids of lester wrestling a stuff bear.
willl post on wednesday when i get my phone back.
it's super retarded, fyi and not for the light-hearted(:
going out soon):
don't want go leh, fagfagfagfagfagfag.
gonna chiong english now, byebye.
oh, national day celebration was fun.
congrats to the winners:D
jem, no matter what i'll still be there for you, okie? meloveyoumuchmuch.
sorry brandon, cannot reply to smses!

i hate myself for being such a hypocrite.



i love this blogskin:D

Clar, sorry to hear that those MORONS did such a stupid thing.
Can't really believe that NG WEI LIANG is the mastermind and his 2 best friends are willingly to compromise to do such a bloody dumb thing-.-
You guys will die tomorrow:D

Reply to tags:

Amanda!: hello, thanks for tagging!
- Welcomewelcome:D How's the fat bitch? Still as fat?:D
lio: OI CHICKEN. HAIRY AH HEHE
- You hairy:D
Vivien: hellohs! (: Linkk you alrd, HA, me faster. >:DD
- I ytd nvr use com mah.
BLXH: haha. the 'hui' is 'taypinghui' that 'hui' not girl 'hui'
- Oh. PSPS:D lalalalala.
e'tls: heyhey !!
- Hellohello.
CLARISSA: No la , Lionel is Hairless . Oi Lionel , HAIRLESS AH ?!
- Lionel hairy!
lio: oi. I WHERE GOT HAIRY HEHE
- You hairy lo-.-
CLARISSA: Scopata the bytch ! Que fag la she , che . Punch her boobs till they go saggy then her nips sag till touch the floor . Omg , so horny ! HAHAHA ! :D
- Pfft. Her boobs all filled with silicon lah. FAake de:D Hehehehe.

Wesley lent me his Sony Ericsson phone since I didn't want to use mine(:
Today started out as crap.
Got a lecture by my mother early in the morning.
Almost late to school.
Got a lecture by my dad on the way there.
Got an early sms from Mel saying that she won't come to school.
Dang. Needed to discuss some stuff with her.
Got scolding by Ms Lam today.
Didn't pass up homework and she was super angry.
Needed to hand it up to her by tomorrow or else she'll call our parents. -.-
Then had home-ec.
Had some fun:D
Made pizza.
Didn't enjoy it.
The tomato paste was ewwwww.
Then Yi Huai decorated my pizza for me, haha.
Made a smiley face.
It was so lol.
Then had recess.
Was suppose to enjoy myself.
But someone just had to ruin it.
Pissed off.
Called Virgil then he go press busy tone.
Bloody hell-.-
Sms-ed Brandon then Zaf go reply with his retarded English.
Immediately knew it was him-.-
Talked Alien language to Zaf in canteen by handphone.
Haha, we were so retarded.
We were looking at each other and saying it.
Then he asked Brandon to make noise then Brandon thought he crazy, hahaha cheapo!:D
Then realized that Weswes and me had same theme(cause it was his handphone, haha.)
Took many photos with this phone:D
Then go back class and the whole class ignored HER cause she insulted me(buahahahaha) and she pissed many people off.
Maths was okay:D
Then music.
Laopo poor thing le.
D:
Went Mac lab and used Internet.
Ger sat on my left and we saw Brandon's friendster pics.
Got someone(cannot say who:D) said Brandon looked like girl.
Hahahahahaha.
Then i sms Brandon about it.
He just nice having lee moy moy's class.
Then after that was chinese.
Lee moy moy returned us our chinese class test.
Desire got highest again!
-.-
I got like 32.5 out of 50 only lo.
Then Sasha was crying cause we won her.
I was trying to cheer her up, can.
And walao, Brandon, your chinese name sound like girl!:D
李鑫辉 (lee xin hui.)
And Zaf, yeah we all hate her:D

Felicia's philosophy: a tomboy hangs out with guys, not girls:D
So, scopata, bitch(:


Reply to tags:
CLARISSA: b!tch*
CLARISSA: Who's hairy ? Lionel ? Haha , I know who's the ***** ^^ Dont worry la , I also hate her like $#@! :D Hahahaha omg , virgil ._.
- Don't know who's hairy either._. Yeah, the bitch pretty obvious:D Haha, yeah virgil:D
hairy: cheerup hairless !
- Hello hairy. Who you? LOL, horny man(:
Virgil: Heyya! =)
- Hello:D
SAMUEL: and cheer up!(: be a happy girl
SAMUEL: zz whats with the italian word scopata. o.o. anyway. tagged!(:
- Haha, scopata! try to be happy lah:D

Phone got confiscated, period.

If you don't like me, say it in my face.
Don't go around whispering things about me.
Have the guts to say to people, but no guts to say to me?
I don't care a shit if you say that I flirt with Zafrul, Brandon, Wesley, Lionel or whatever.
Cause I know that I'm not and don't need your preaching.
At least I don't go around touching them.
Please, look in the mirror to see who's flirting, okay?
At least I have friends, unlike you.
I make friends and I don't backstab them.
It's the truth-.-
Scopata, bitch(:

Amanda(:: DUMBDUMB'S BLOG IS GOING CRAZY!!!! HAHAHAHA. Hi, sunshine was here.
- Haha, crazy sunshine lol(:
AfiQah: hey~ ;)
- Hello(:
Jonyi: Helloooo :)
- Hello!(:
Grace:D: heyys
- Heyhey!:D
BLXH: Ni hao (:
- Ni Hao back :D
lio: HELLO FELICIA!
- HELLO LIONEL!:D
CLARISSA: Ooooh . Omg , HAHA !
- Buahahahhahaha!
Geralyn: hellos :D
- Hello back:D
weiliang: hellos (:
- Hihi.
Shihying , hello. (:
- Hello(:
AneeSah: EH! I saw my boyfriend Fishy Donghae!!!^^ 'SOrry Sorry'
- Sorry sorry sorry sorry!:D
Tahira;TVXQ! Hahas EunHae GIF is so cool! I do say 'Sorry Sorry' if I bang people. I'll do th actions too. Eeteuk look like a boss there.
- Omg, yeah! Just realized, lol!
pavithra! woah... your blogg is like messssyyyyy....
- If you see in Mozilla Firefox, it's not lah:D
SHEENA: happy that you were happy! :D
- Thank you!:D
Jemimah: Yea, glad you enjoyed yourself with us today. Luv you manymany, FGM! :thumbsup:
- Haha thanks much much:D
CLARISSA: Glad being with us cheered you up and made you forget abt your emo-ness (: Cant live w/o you too :D & you're welcome {:
- Thanks(:
xinkai: hey. pls go to my blog to read the instructions to support my podcast! mine is no. 101
- Okay.
pavithra!: hehe
pavithra!: hey! i got bloggy At last! LINK PLSS!
- okie:D
xinkai: want to go watch harry potter?
- no time lah.
lio: harlooooo~ taggggedd!
- hihi!
e'tls: hellos!! :]]
- Hello!
Grace: yo!!!!
- Yo back!:D

Facebook!

Leonard Tay Jia Hao: believes he has got 0% chance in this... Toughest time of his life.
Felicia Chiuh Jia Min: Hey, what you believe is what you will achieve! You can do it, alright. Don't put so much pressure on yourself! I know that you want to achieve it, but you can't stress yourself too much. At times, you just got to take a step back, relax and then put your heart in that thing you wanna do. Goodluck! (:

There are always setbacks in life. Just trust yourself.
Remember that we always had each other and you can always count me, smiley(: ! You know what I mean and remember all those smileys ( (: ) you always use? Love you.

Spongebob and Patrick are really making me hyper! My love for them grows! :D
'Nobody nobody but you!'








Next time when you bang into people, must do this action!
Haha EunHae! :D

Feel like crap today.
Crap blogskin.
Crap everything (fag it.)
After P.E., I felt like shit.
I felt so uncomfortable.
I felt not me.
I almost cried.
I just felt so insecure.
I felt like I wasn't me.
Everything is all wrong.
-sigh-

Went out with you guys.
It was fun.
I didn't think about all those sad stuff when I laughed with you guys.
Thanks so much.
Went home later then expected.
But I had an enjoyable afternoon with you friends.
I really appreciate all those smiles, cheers and just plain stupidity.
I can't live without you guys.
Thanks Amanda, Trixie, Clarissa, Jemimah and Sheena.
I love you(:



Hey peeps, I'm sorry if I was such a bitch today.
With those moodswings and me acting up when and where I felt like it, I feel so bad and guilty.
At times, I just want to explain to you guys everything.
But it's hard and I'm afraid of it.
I'm sorry.
But thanks for cheering me up.
Thank you, 2/4.

CANCEL THE POST BEFORE THIS! (POINTS DOWN!)
:D
Common Tests postponed!
More days to study.

Changed blog song!
To Wonder Girls' Nobody; English Version.
This is to tell people that this song is seriously old!
I had the Korean/ original version like last year?!
You people are slow!
Like woah!
Come on!
Go to youtube and type nobody by the wondergirls!
Some say it's 6 months ago!
There's a few that says 1 year ago!
People!
And you people think it's new.
Wtf.

Reply to tags!

Tahira;TVXQ!: Oh&good luck for your common test; I'm still in holiday mood -.-
Tahira;TVXQ!: Hahas; I don't know if I really like th English version of Nobody; tho I keep singing SoHee's part. That's th only part I remember/memorize lol.
;Agree. I was about to post then you tagged! Haha. Yubin's rap is still as addictive, though! :D Thanks for the wishes. But I'm still in holiday mood lah!
SAMUEL: hihi taggy!
;Hihi. :D
AfiQah: eh common test postponed y'nooeee~ then again, i'm not sure if it's for all levels.
;Yeah, ours also.
TRIXIE: lol , idk why but im seriously amused hahhaa .
TRIXIE: HAHA HELLO LAOPO. i went ikea and i saw one rag called 'throw felicia
;Lol. I see before. Haha. :D
LIANGYING: gosh, whats with the mess? :O LOL.
;Mess? What mess?
WEIRU: HEYHEY, harry potter comming out soon, interested to go watch?
;Heyhey! I see got time first not!
AfiQah: whhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????
;Why what? LOL.
Amanda: Nooooo, you cannot call me dumbdumb, cause YOU ARE :D and i am SUNSHINE! :D HAHAHAA.
Amanda Taggs :D:D:D:D:D
;Crazy siol!
wesley HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOO (: sakaesakaesakae tag !
;Hihi. No money now!
christie's the guest hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi!
wanqing OMG SS501!! SHINee!!!
wanqing I think the retarded one isn't sheena but you =X
;Yesyes, SS501! lolx.
XINKAI tag and link :)
XINKAI yo! long time no see!!!
;will link!

WILL BE ON HIATUS FROM NOW TILL COMMON TEST ENDS! :D

Changed blogskin!
But this one is the same as one of the previous ones. :D

Vanessa,L♥: NIHAOMA BSPJIE , LONGTIMENOSXX : D
;WOHENHAO! YEAHLO! LONGTIMENOSXXALREADY!
Melzzie: A PICTURE OF MY AWESOME BUTTOCKS?! YOU DIE HARDCORE TOMORROW
Melzzie: OMG FELICIA YOU ARE SO GOING DOWN
;NO WAY AM I GOING DOWN!
;P.S. DINOS IN DINOLAND AND MANYMANY DINOS, FEAT. DINO! ^^
sherwyn: felicia, we on the news sia. channel news asia, channel 8 and channel 3. all have. LOLS. tagged. ohya, links please (:
;HOLY CRAP! WILL LINK! :D
cindy♥: yo~~ :D link me!! ty
;YO! :D WILL LINK!
AfiQah: whoo u changed ur skin haha ^-^
;YUP! CHANGED AGAIN! :D
AneeSah: when SS501 come, mayb i go their concert. ^^
AneeSah: nope. very the expensive.
;OHOKAY! I WANNA GO SS501 CONCERT ALSO!
CLARISSA: Why your skin like....overlapping one ?
;YEAH, THE OTHER SKIN GOT PROBLEM!
wanqing: Hello!
;HELLO! (:
TRIXIE: lol (:
TRIXIE: laopo ! Hello haha i am bored and lame and i am typing loads of crap here. haha hello, and im gonna continue typing more nonsense woohoo. hee yay haaa
;HELLO, LAOPO! I'M ALSO BORED. I NEED SOME ENTERTAINMENT, HAHAHA. WE ARE BOTH CRAZY! !@#$%^&* YAY! LOVELOVE. :D
Jemimah: Hihi ! Issit me, or is there something wrong with your skin? /:)
;HEYHEY! YUP, THERE WAS A PROBLEM! :)

Malnutrition is a general term for a medical condition caused by an improper or inadequate diet and nutrition.

According to the World Health Organization,
hunger and malnutrition are the single gravest threats to the world's public health and malnutrition is by far the biggest contributor to child mortality,
present in half of all cases.

In addition to infant mortality risks,
lifelong malnutrition can begin in utero and is typically associated with the mother's stature (associated with her childhood nutritional status),
her nutritional status prior to conception,
and diarrhea disease, intestinal parasites, and/or respiratory infection status. Multiple studies have shown that nutritional status of adults is substantially influenced by their nutritional experience from conception through early childhood. Even if individuals have had adequate nutrition from childhood on, their health outcomes are still impacted.




I didn't realise that world hunger had such a huge impact in our lives.
I have decided to stop wasting food, money and other useful things.
In fact, I'll do more charity work to help this poor people.
Please support and comment on the video.
Any details, please go to flyouths.blogspot.com .
Appreciate and treasure what you have right now.

You fucktard.
Fuck off.
You wanna know who,
ask it in my face.

Michael Jackson, at the age of 50, had passed away yesterday.
(extracted from wikipedia.org)

Michael Jackson

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) was an American recording artist, entertainer, and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop" in subsequent years, five of his solo studio albums are among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Thriller (1982), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and HIStory (1995).

In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as "Beat It", "Billie Jean" and Thriller—credited for transforming the music video into an art form and a promotional tool—helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as "Black or White" and "Scream" made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists.

One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records—including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career—more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era—and the sales of over 750 million albums worldwide. Cited as one of the world's most famous men, Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades.

Jackson died on June 25, 2009 at the age of 50.


1993–1994: Sexual abuse accusations

Jackson gave a 90-minute interview with Oprah Winfrey in February 1993, his first television interview since 1979. He grimaced when speaking of his childhood abuse at the hands of his father; he believed he had missed out on much of his childhood years, admitting that he often cried from loneliness. He denied previous tabloid rumors that he bought the bones of the Elephant Man or slept in a hyperbaric oxygen chamber. The entertainer went on to dispel suggestions that he bleached his skin, admitting for the first time that he had vitiligo. The interview was watched by 90 million Americans, becoming the fourth most-viewed non-sport program in US history. It also started a public debate on the topic of vitiligo, a relatively unknown condition before then. Dangerous re-entered the album chart top 10, more than a year after its original release.

Jackson was accused of child sexual abuse by a 13-year-old child named Jordan Chandler and his father Evan Chandler. The friendship between Jackson and Evan Chandler broke down. Sometime afterwards, Evan Chandler was tape-recorded saying amongst other things, "If I go through with this, I win big-time. There's no way I lose. I will get everything I want and they will be destroyed forever...Michael's career will be over". A year after they had met, under the influence of a controversial sedative, Jordan Chandler told his father that Jackson had touched his penis. Evan Chandler and Jackson, represented by their legal teams, then engaged in unsuccessful negotiations to resolve the issue in a financial settlement; the negotiations were initiated by Chandler but Jackson did make several counter offers. Jordan Chandler then told a psychiatrist and later police that he and Jackson had engaged in acts of kissing, masturbation and oral sex, as well as giving a detailed description of what he alleged were the singer's genitals.

An official investigation began, with Jordan Chandler's mother adamant that there was no wrongdoing on Jackson's part. Neverland Ranch was searched; multiple children and family members denied that he was a pedophile. Jackson's image took a further turn for the worse when his older sister La Toya Jackson accused him of being a pedophile, a statement she later retracted. Jackson agreed to a 25-minute strip search, conducted at his ranch. The search was required to see if a description provided by Jordan Chandler was accurate. Doctors concluded that there were some strong similarities, but it was not a definitive match. Jackson made an emotional public statement on the events; he proclaimed his innocence, criticized what he perceived as biased media coverage and told of his strip search.

I'm not criticizing Michael Jackson or anything. In fact, I thank him for the wonderful songs that he has given to us. Although he does not have a great history, he is one that i think is a great musician. Thank you.

To the 'King of Pop' , may you rest in peace.

Changed blogskin! (again!)
Oh, I'm supposed to be doing Literature.
Just got to print them out.
I'll print them tomorrow, I guess!
Slack for now.
So, how's my new blogskin? :}
But there's no music.
I'll try to add it tomorrow!

xEVANGELINE: HELLOOOOOO:D
Hey Miss Ng! I miss you so much! :D
AneeSah YES! MY JEAJIN!
;Yeah! That banana is in love with HongKi lah! But JaeJin is cuter! :DDD

That's it for today!

I feel like changing blogskin again.

I got an Elmo toy yesterday!
It's super retarded, haha.
My dad was playing with it yesterday.
He played with Blobby and Elmo and i shot 2 videos about it, lolz.
It was super funny!
Haha!










Haha, that's my dad's hand!

Anyway, this is the new bag i bought in Malaysia!




Lolz, these are the videos, haha! :D

CLARISSA: Your skin nice ^^ ! At first I thot it was navigational lol .
;Of course nice! I choose one leh! :D
Amanda: Sweet uh your skin :D
;Thank you, thank you!
Jemimah: Hahah, new blogskin! :buttrock:
:buttrock: back! :D
tricia: sik gaek! LOL i have been watching that. i love their dishes o_o
;crazy! :D
AfiQah: oooh~ eh cool game!! especially like the radio. XD
;same! :D SADISTIC!
CLARISSA: I refreshed the page ! Still crooked la woman ._.
;change already, okay? :D

Changed blogskin already! :D
I don't really understand life. It's so complicated.
Anyone care to explain?
I'm confused with why people bother with things that hurt them.
But now, i know the reason.
Love is such a powerful feeling.
Even if it hurts like a thousand knives sticking in the heart,
love will always overcome it.
It's so harsh to face reality because of love, yet we all must.
Is this what we survived for?
To get hurt over and over again before dying?
It's sad, isn't it?

I wanna change blogskin.

Hello!
I changed my braces today!
Colour: Pink.
Need to wear rubber band again.
-sigh-
Facebook, Twitter, Plurk.
My teeth hurts now. D:<
I lazy reply to tags today! Sorry, oh!

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'The cause of hatred lies beneath.'

'What we need is hatred. For it's our ideas since we're born.'
'Whom men fear they hate, and whom they hate, they wish dead.'
'We've practiced loving long enough, let's come at last to hate.'

All you said was a lie.
Even though, from the bottom of my heart, I've never trust you,
doesn't mean i don't care.
Don't you learn any lessons?
Anybody can insult you.
Just that you're too big a fuck for them to be bothered.
If i were to insult you here, I think you would burst out crying.
Face it, you cry cause your a wimp.
And you despise people who insult you, thus you insult them.
Hey, look yourself in the mirror.
Oh, wait. I forgot. You're too ugly for the mirror.
Who are you to insult anyone?
Yes, I've insulted people before.
I regret, change and apologize.
What have you done, besides acting as if you are popular.
Oh woman, get a life.
You are not popular at all.
In fact, your the least popular girl in the class, in the level.
And us letting you into our clique doesn't make you popular.
In fact, it just makes you worse.
You know why?
Cause all of us despise you.
We hate you.
But we're just faking it, to give you a taste of your own medicine.
Fuck off from us, we'll appreciate it.

Enough of that crap.
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Super Junior's performance!
:D
Just plain great! :D

Tahira: Thanks for telling me yeah! K-POP ROCKS! I met Lee Min Jung from BOF th other day! AHHH FIRST TIME SIA!
;Is the SE phone thing, right?! Dang it. She pretty?! :D
CLARISSA: RELINK ME . Eh , why your blogskin like crooked ?
;Will relink. Refresh the page!
AmandaWongJia'An: HEY DUMBDUMD, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO TAKE A PIC OF YOUR WHOLE CLOTHES, I CAN'T SEE THE SKIRT =,= Hahha:D
;Don't want leh! Haha!
Jonyi: Haha refreshed the page, thr's nothing wrong LOL!
Jonyi: Izit me or is there something wrong with your blogskin o.o Anyway, hihi :D
;Haha! Hihi too! :D
e'tls: hello felfel! :]]
;Hihi, ellyelly! :DDD

If Leonard Tay Jia Hao ever sees this, then:

I LOVE YOU! ♥







Yes, I still love you.
No matter what they say, no matter what they do,
I'll only love you.

I wore a skirt.




Lester and I.
Kinda dark, though :D


I'm going Malaysia tomorrow!
So long, people!
:D


Some retarded pictures when Melissa, Amanda, Rachel and SweeTeng came to my house.
Esp. crazy Melmel! :D

CLARISSA: BOF :D:D:D:D:D !!!
;Yes, i know! :DD
AfiQah: hmm, i'm gonna ask abt the title.. wat does it mean? hee~
AfiQah: eh waaat?!? haha.
;Crazy Mrs. Hammy!
nazster: hey there, how are you?
;Hey Naz! LOLZ. (:

Don't ask me about the title!
:D
Lester, you're retarded!
I'm gonna spam your blog later! (:
I just bought the new TEENAGE.
There's BOF's poster!
Yes people, SCREAM! :DD
Just now, Lester said THAT word in front of me, as if it was a normal word he would say everyday.
Geez, you freakshow. I so hate you. -.-
Why you so like that huh.
Purposely one.
That word..
Crap lah.
Left my thumbdrive with Amanda.
Now i need it.
So troublesome.
And Lester is bugging me again.
Stupid dumb freak show!
:D
I love my brother.
(:

Geralyn: heyheyheyheyhey (:
;heyhey!(: Thanks for the tag!:D
tiff:D: gahhh! idiot sia fel!! haha
;Heh, CLEAVAGE!
AfiQah: haha LOL
AfiQah: btw, cca starting in a few mins. -.-
AfiQah: Eh!! i watch dat vid before!! so funniii!!
;YOU ARE OFFICIALLY RETARDED, MRS. HAMMY. (:

3 more days to cousin's wedding.
Have to wear a skirt!
Fuck that.
4 more days to holiday.
Holiday!
Yay that.

Watch this:

€HiDaYaT: wooo. I like Korean too :DDDDD. WHOOTS. Who doesnt? HARHARHAR. tagtagtag
;Haha! :D KoreanKoreanKorean! :D
Jemimah: Hihihihi !
;Hihihihihi! :D
nazster: hello there! :D
;Hello! :D
eLLy!!: hellos babe! :]] tagged gal!
;Heyhey, babe!
CLARISSA: !!!
CLARISSA: BOF BOF BOF BOF BOF <3
;BOF BOF BOF BOF BOF <3
Jonyi: BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG! <3
;BIGBANG BIGBANG BIGBANG! <3
AfiQah: lalala~ B-):love::argh:
;LOLZ! ((:
CLaire: Hahaha, see you when sch reopen. LOVE YOU TOOOOO :D
CLaire: Jieeeeeee , imy :l
;Haha, i miss you too, dear! :D